growing my hair out

GRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrr! I think I could just continue doing that to sum up my feelings about trying to grow my hair back out. But, yet, after it has grown out, and it is long, full, and beautiful (not to brag, but I have nice hair), I get an itch and cut it all off again. I'm really not sure what my problem is. And, then, once I have gotten it cut just a little shorter, it inevitably turns into two or three more visits to the hairdresser (here it is only 7 euros for a haircut) over a period of a few months, and really, really short hair. Currently, it is layered, and the longest layer is about chin length, but I want it to be about shoulder length. I keep thinking that if I get pregnant, it will start growing faster! Sick, I know! But, really, I can't seem to stop the madness, though. I think this time, I finally figured it out. Nothing shorter than a bob, ever! I think if I keep it in the form of a bob then it is easier to grow out, but hopefully, I won't have the urge to shear myself again. Like I said, GGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!