To-do list

So, I'm wondering. or thinking. or something that resembles something in-between the two of those. About all of the things that I have to get done and all of the things that I want to get done. Of course the list of 'have to get dones' get priority and that is why my floors are still somewhat able to be seen, but the 'want to get dones' don't go away just because they aren't getting attention. So, what, other than the 'have to get dones', is holding me back. Well, electricity doesn't allow me to finish my sewing jobs. Fear doesn't allow me to post my cool pictures on 2peas. Lack of focus keeps me from adding to Judah's scrapbook. And, knowing about all of those keeps me from thinking too hard about all of the rest. But, they are still there. So, I have decided to list them. I am going to make a copy of this list so that I can hang it somewhere that I will see it, and actually start to work on it. Perhaps, little by little my list will get done, even along with the ‘have to get dones’. I always think that it would be so much fun to just forget about the ‘have to be dones’ for a week, but I would go stark-raving mad, so it’s just a fun thought.

1. finish scarf tops for sisters and mom (and, yes, this, in essence, ruins the surprise, but if I don’t do it, there will be no surprise!)
2. Bible alphabet book with songs for Judah, and possibly a publisher (I know, crazy big dream)
3. one scrapbook page for each month from Judah’s three months until now, and then some
4. start family photo book, not scrapbook, but not a simple album, either.
5. paint Ps. 40:5 on my entryway wall
6. paint Mt. 5:8 on Judah’s bedroom wall
7. make canvas collage pictures for decorations, three of them
8. learn how to do ‘layers’ in photoshop
9. type out the songs that I have written instead of leaving them in handwritten, mixed up, crazy form
10. get some great pictures of ME, ones I really like, that make me smile, and allow me to feel beautiful but still me